What is the purpose of the chaser chasing after the runner?

Well, there is a purpose. Very hard to believe but there is an important role that you play when you either chase or run as a twin flame.

At some point during my twin flame journey, I started chasing my twin flame. He blocked me in return. Then I surrendered. I wrote to him a six page letter explaining how he helped me to grow and become a better version of myself when he kept blocking me. It sounded insane go him at the time.

I was very thankful for the chasing phase because I unblocked parts of myself. I wanted to be with him so bad but I did not want to be with myself. I chased him thinking he would heal me. When he blocked me, I healed myself in return.

Anyone who has not chased a twin flame thinks it’s a negative thing but it is a learning phase whether you accept it or not.

Sometimes you chase a twin flame because you can’t control it. Your Soul keeps pulling at them. You are always battling within — the soul, your heart, and mind are at loggerheads. That’s a chaser’s nightmare.

Then if you have also blocked a twin flame,!which I have done before. You are also living another nightmare. You keep wondering why you are running yet you want to stay. It’s like your body is running from your soul. You have to find a compromise. Accepting and acknowledging that you are going through a sacred transcendental experience.

A pull of the light’ of the runner draws you towards him. This light is not ordinary, but Divine. Your soul has awakened and it wants to know the beyond.

The soul has recognised itself in another human body and wants to be it. It is chasing itself, its pure light not the physical person per se. Initially the journey may appear so, that you are chasing the physical person but the chase is inwards. The chase for the twin flame has set you on a chase for your true nature.

• The separation and silence from your twin flame will bring you closer to yourself.
• Chasing reveals whats in you, all that you are conscious and unconscious of
• the patterns you no longer need will come to your view and the light will gradually transmute them
• you will be more of pure light than darkness
• your soul will evolve, expand and rise higher in frequency
• the soul’s purpose would be unveiled
• the connect with your twin flame is eternal and the love will purify you
• it will be your deliverance

I believe the purpose of our chasing is to dive in fully and freely into the void that is female desire. We fear female desire, our own and that of the feminine in general. We fear female sexuality, unless it benefits the masculine and society. We fear female dominance and power.

The runner leaves so we can expand our fiery desire beyond desiring the runner alone. Desire, desire, desire. Express your desire. Become pure desire, Kama. That even if our desire goes unfulfilled we go on desiring without giving up. Desire, desire, desire.

Kama means pure desire, pure pleasure. Kama serves no one and nothing but itself. A desire once fulfilled is no longer a desire. Pure desire is desire that keeps on in its own passion on its own. That even when unfulfilled, desire sustains itself on its own energy. Our chase unleashed pure desire, desire unfulfilled, desire infinite and endless.

I have a desire that is going to take lifetimes to fulfill. I desire to merge with the divine. I desire Moksha, freedom from everything of this planet. I desire samadhi, enlightenment, Mahamudra, nirvana, buddhi. When will this happen? Who knows. I desire, I desire, I desire.

Desire, Kama, is the fuel that powers life’s journeys. These life journey are about domination. Domination over what? Domination over everything and everyone who holds us back from Moksha, freedom. Domination and freedom over everyone who holds us back from being who we want to be and getting what we want.

What do you seek freedom from? From your family? Financial stress? Conflicts with other people? Freedom from physical pain, emotional pain? Freedom from loneliness and suffering?

Chase after your freedom with your fiery passion. We divine feminine we must chase after everything and everyone we want, not because we will get it necessarily, but because we get to desire. Desire, desire, desire. Chase, chase, chase.

Who tells you to be ashamed of chasing, ashamed of your black hole of desire, Kama? Leave them, don’t listen to them at all. Chase, desire, chase, desire. Eventually, your chase will transform into a chase for everything and everyone you want instead of laser focused on one person, the runner.

Let no one ever again shame us for our endless desire. Let no one ever again shame us for our chasing after what and who we want. Let’s not shame ourselves.

Indrani is the third Matrika, the mother sound of Sanskrit. Indrani represents the consciousness of being a divine feminine queen. Of the skies, of rains and thunder. Her King is Indra, the possessor of rains, thunder and skies.

In saying the name of Indrani, we give ourselves permission to chase, to desire, to desire whatever we want even if these desires go unfulfilled for years and years. Passionately and endlessly I chase and I desire. I feel no shame. I am passionately chasing and passionately desiring everything and everyone I want. No limits. No blocks.

We release ourselves from all scripts telling us to find rational reasons and logical purposes for our chases and our chasing. Pure Desire. Kama. Pure Desire. Without purpose and reason. We desire whoever and whatever we want. We chase after whatever and whoever we want, even if that desire may remain unfulfilled for years, even lifetimes.